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You are my broken pieces.

There’s a lonesome piece of myself still cold from your absence. I tell myself I’m okay now, I tell myself I’m fine.

Every cell I’m comprised of still feels the ache of missing and the ache of hurt; every cell still shivers with the memory of the cold.

My fingers can’t feel anything but you and everything else fees like water, or it feels like sand. My lips remember the imprint of yours and nothing else can sate them.

I can press myself further into him and close my eyes and repeat lies until they feel true but there’s a wide burden of you that’s still gaping and weeping. The stone in the center of my chest has no intention of budging or flexing and I can’t feel for anyone else what I could feel for you. I don’t know how to become pliable.

Your soul still lingers with mine and they dance in your memory.

I thought I was over you but it turns out the ghost of you left remnants in every crease I’ve ever been made out of.

There’s parts of something still holding on and I feel it cutting into the soft flesh and tearing me into pieces of myself.

Somehow I still miss you.

Somehow I can’t replace you in the heart of me that is made out of love.

Somehow I’m not letting myself let go of you.

Before you showed me what you were made out of, you were perfect for me. And I can’t seem to let that go.

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