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I want to have hope.

I want to have hope that one day a guy will love me. I want to have hope that he will love me for me, and realize I’m not perfect and I have flaws and imperfections. I want to have hope that one day I won’t be alone. I want to have hope that when I’m depressed, upset, mad, or lonely, my friend(s) will be there for me and actually care without me asking. I want to have hope that I won’t be alone.

I want to have hope that one day I’ll like who I am. I want to have hope that someone will look at me and think I am beautiful, and really believe it.

I want to have hope that one day my dad will see that he’s loosing me. I want to hope that one day he’ll drive the hour to see me without asking his wife or worrying about whether he’s busy or not. I want to have hope that when I have a break down, someone will be there for me.

I want to have hope, but it’s hard and I’m not sure I can.

I hate these feelings and I can’t help but think it’s selfish of me to feel this way…

 

I don’t have a question to ask.

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